I Wonder......

I wonder how often a thought

Crosses your mind n u stop

Thinking a while and reflect

Is there’s someone you left?

I wonder how many times you see

A tear in the eye might be

As painful to hide than to shed

Did you realize if someone bled?

I wonder how many ways u tried

To find out where I hide

To help me out n see

How mornings would brighten me?

I wonder how many things you knew

That if it weren’t for you

I’d still be in a wreck

But I wonder if you'll be back.

I wonder how many times you play

With hearts like mine time and again

How innocently you pull out the trigger

And kill them without prolonged pain?

I wonder how many times you realized

The mortals loose their might

And at your end by the hands of fate

Your regrets and confessions would be too late.