Miss you

Whenever I am alone
A thought is always in my mind
True friend like you I can never find

A helping hand that you always lend
Like an angel in disguise
For me God had sent

Yes I always took you for granted,
But you never complained.
And never spoke for that you always wanted.

How precious to me you were
I never realized.
I always criticized.

I did see in your eyes the love for me
But I never thought the otherwise.
You were always only a friend to me

This is where the things went wrong,
And thus there came an end,
To this beautiful friendship song.

But I’ve always remembered you all these days
All those memories I’ve still cherished
I wish our friendship had never perished.

Since then I am in search to have a
Friend like you,
Later realized friends like you are rare and true
Miss you……

First Love lasts forever

When I saw u for the first time
Feelings were nothing but sublime
Felt like some one sowed a seed
Wanted to know what did it need

First time u gave that look
It just opened my love book
Guessed it was just a crush
But thoughts just seemed to rush

And the times u took my name
It didn’t sound all the same
While u first held my hand
My pulse sunk like quick sand

This special feeling was overwhelming
Those days of our lives were reigning
You used to give me that smile
Made me a prisoner of your jail

You laughed at my jokes
I blushed at your pokes
The thoughts we shared
And the colors we reared
Said that we would be there
Till the end of world stared.

But then Time made us depart
All this ended before the start
The last time I saw u I knew
I will never again see u

I have never seen u since
Became a fish sans fins
Struggling to swim over you
But drowned in a ocean of rue

Your memories comes along as waves
And Leaves me in lonely caves
Now I see darkness even in sun
The moon also appears to burn

But u have entered my veins so deep
All that I see is you in my sleep
U have made my dreamland your home
I open my eyes to find myself alone

I don’t want to get over you
But you are the morning dew
Another night rolls me all over
And leaves me again so sober

I have made you grow inside
So that I can feel you are beside
Although now you are changed and gone
I will love you until I am just a bone

You are my first love and my last
And it will last even after the world is lost...

Let me...

Let me cry because there is
endless amount of pain left inside me.
Pain that is lingering within me for ages.

When I close my eyes and look back,
I see myself crying.
And begging for a shoulder to cry on.
I’m not asking you to comfort me.
Just see me crying
and hold my tears in your hands a
and you’ll know what
I have gone through.

When I open my eyes
I’m still lying there and crying.
Crying for destiny,
Crying for you,
Crying for every moment I spent with you.

I’m crying because I don’t want to die
with a heavy heart.
So, I’m shedding my tears in front of you.
So that you’ll know
that these tears are for none but you.

An ode for Friend

Friends Forever" You promised,
"Together till the end",
We did everything with each other,
You were my BEST Friend.

When I was sad, You were by my side,
When I was scared, You felt my fear,
"You" were my best support,
If I needed You, You were there.

You were the greatest friend,
You always knew what to say,
You made everything seem better,
As long as we had each other....
Everything was okay.

But somewhere along the line,
We slowly came apart,
I was here, You were there,
It tore a hole in my heart.

Things were changing,
Our cheerful music reversed its tune,
It was like having salt without pepper,
A sun without its moon.

Suddenly You were miles apart,
Two different people with nothing the same,
It was as if we hadn’t been friends,
Although we knew deep in our hearts....
Neither of us was to blame.

You had made many new friends,
And luckily so had I,
But that didn’t change the hurt,
The loss of our friendship made me cry.

As we grow, things must change,
But they don’t always have to and,
Even though it is different now,
You will always be MY FRIEND..

Something about U

I don’t know how to explain it,
If only you could truly see
How much I really care for you
How much you mean to me

I look forward to seeing you everyday,
The grin that belongs only to you,
When I see you I can’t help but smile,
There is just something about you

When you put your hands in mine,
My heart suddenly beats faster
I wish I could tell you right then and there
That my life could never be better

When you wrap your arms around me
For a simple, gentle hug,
I want to stay in that moment forever
And tell you how much you really are loved

When we gradually come close enough together,
Our lips touch, a kiss,
Nothing around us seems to matter,
Because there is nothing sweeter than this

No words could ever express how much you mean to me
I hope you have these feeling for me, too
I can’t figure out what it is
But there is definitely something very special about you

Then tell me

After my love and my life
After my care to share with you,
What else are you thinking of??

After my attention and affection,
After my company with u so long,
What else are you thinking of??

After my body and my soul,
And for u now playing this role,
Now being what you want me to be,
If you have faith you can see..

And what else are u thinking of??
I have nothing greater to give you more…

DID I EVER LET YOU KNOW

Did I ever let you know
What u mean to me
How hard it was
And how has it been to me

Did I ever let you know
It was my world in your arms
The silence blushed as I hugged you
And the night waded to trance

Did I ever let you know
How I felt when you kissed me
When you held me tight and pulled me close
The warmth of your love eased me

Did I ever let you know
That I saw you in every dream of mine
I felt u were the one for me
As you always made my world shine

Did I ever let you know
If you gave me your side
I could hold your hand
And spend the life

Did I ever let you know
How beautiful was that time
And how much I will miss it
Till the end of my life....

I Saw Him That Day!!!

I saw him that day
taking a burger in Mc'D
Dressed in blue, looking just the same
As he looked few tym before.

Felt like running away.
But then paused. Why should I ?
I’ve done no wrong, told no lie.
Its useless to run from the truth anymore.

But then, I caught his eye.
I thought he’d smile, but I was wrong.
I had become just a part of the throng,
A Nobody, a page torn out of his memory

He looked away, so did I
I didn’t know him, well...that’s what I showed.
While all around us music flowed..
Music touching us...binding him and me..

We are strangers now.
But once, we were something else.
Once, our lives were sunshine and tinkling bells..
Things have changed, won’t be the same again..

But still, I feel somehow..
Still.. I know, on starlit nights, he misses..
All those words, those moments,
Those memories still bring him pain..

It’s a soothing thought.
Or am I just consoling myself? Perhaps.
Its weird the way around my mind it wraps..
Be it so. I’ll hold on to it.. won’t let it go .

I lost him suddenly...Vainly sought
Amidst the crowds, the endless rows..
I looked all around standing on my toes,
Wanted to shout..” Come back…come back once more....”