An ode for Friend

Friends Forever" You promised,
"Together till the end",
We did everything with each other,
You were my BEST Friend.

When I was sad, You were by my side,
When I was scared, You felt my fear,
"You" were my best support,
If I needed You, You were there.

You were the greatest friend,
You always knew what to say,
You made everything seem better,
As long as we had each other....
Everything was okay.

But somewhere along the line,
We slowly came apart,
I was here, You were there,
It tore a hole in my heart.

Things were changing,
Our cheerful music reversed its tune,
It was like having salt without pepper,
A sun without its moon.

Suddenly You were miles apart,
Two different people with nothing the same,
It was as if we hadn’t been friends,
Although we knew deep in our hearts....
Neither of us was to blame.

You had made many new friends,
And luckily so had I,
But that didn’t change the hurt,
The loss of our friendship made me cry.

As we grow, things must change,
But they don’t always have to and,
Even though it is different now,
You will always be MY FRIEND..

Something about U

I don’t know how to explain it,
If only you could truly see
How much I really care for you
How much you mean to me

I look forward to seeing you everyday,
The grin that belongs only to you,
When I see you I can’t help but smile,
There is just something about you

When you put your hands in mine,
My heart suddenly beats faster
I wish I could tell you right then and there
That my life could never be better

When you wrap your arms around me
For a simple, gentle hug,
I want to stay in that moment forever
And tell you how much you really are loved

When we gradually come close enough together,
Our lips touch, a kiss,
Nothing around us seems to matter,
Because there is nothing sweeter than this

No words could ever express how much you mean to me
I hope you have these feeling for me, too
I can’t figure out what it is
But there is definitely something very special about you

Then tell me

After my love and my life
After my care to share with you,
What else are you thinking of??

After my attention and affection,
After my company with u so long,
What else are you thinking of??

After my body and my soul,
And for u now playing this role,
Now being what you want me to be,
If you have faith you can see..

And what else are u thinking of??
I have nothing greater to give you more…

DID I EVER LET YOU KNOW

Did I ever let you know
What u mean to me
How hard it was
And how has it been to me

Did I ever let you know
It was my world in your arms
The silence blushed as I hugged you
And the night waded to trance

Did I ever let you know
How I felt when you kissed me
When you held me tight and pulled me close
The warmth of your love eased me

Did I ever let you know
That I saw you in every dream of mine
I felt u were the one for me
As you always made my world shine

Did I ever let you know
If you gave me your side
I could hold your hand
And spend the life

Did I ever let you know
How beautiful was that time
And how much I will miss it
Till the end of my life....

I Saw Him That Day!!!

I saw him that day
taking a burger in Mc'D
Dressed in blue, looking just the same
As he looked few tym before.

Felt like running away.
But then paused. Why should I ?
I’ve done no wrong, told no lie.
Its useless to run from the truth anymore.

But then, I caught his eye.
I thought he’d smile, but I was wrong.
I had become just a part of the throng,
A Nobody, a page torn out of his memory

He looked away, so did I
I didn’t know him, well...that’s what I showed.
While all around us music flowed..
Music touching us...binding him and me..

We are strangers now.
But once, we were something else.
Once, our lives were sunshine and tinkling bells..
Things have changed, won’t be the same again..

But still, I feel somehow..
Still.. I know, on starlit nights, he misses..
All those words, those moments,
Those memories still bring him pain..

It’s a soothing thought.
Or am I just consoling myself? Perhaps.
Its weird the way around my mind it wraps..
Be it so. I’ll hold on to it.. won’t let it go .

I lost him suddenly...Vainly sought
Amidst the crowds, the endless rows..
I looked all around standing on my toes,
Wanted to shout..” Come back…come back once more....”

Wecome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

No you don't know what it's like to be like me...

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when u r down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

But no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like...

Welcome to my life

Do I ever cross your mind?

Do I ever cross your mind?

Do you ever think about me?

When you're alone up in the night?

Left with your thoughts and wishes,

Somewhere out of sight

Do you ever dream or picture

Of how our life could have been?

If we had strived to fight for a love

That we felt was truly real

Sometimes my heart goes numb,

I almost cannot feel

Do you ever look at old photos

The ones with smiling faces?

Or have you thrown those away,

Have others taken their places

Does your heart ever feel warmth?

For the love we used to share?

Or like the photos,

Have your feelings for me become something old

Sometimes I cannot feel,

My heart has turned cold

Do you refrain yourself

Whispering my name from your lips?

Have you forgotten

The feel of my skin on your fingertips?

Do memories sometimes tease you?

With our footprints on sand

Like a tattoo inscripted in your head,

Do you see me when asleep?

My heart has turned cold.

My love for you is no longer deep

Do you ever replay

Our old conversations at times in your head?

Alone when desires come to life,

And you wish that were dead

Do emotions ever swallow you?

Making you have regrets?

Or take you back in the past,

Where love made time stand still

My love for you is no longer deep;

We’ve lost what was real

Do you ever question?

If we would have made it through the rain

If we had forgiven our mistakes,

Would there have been so much pain

Do I ever cross your mind

Or have those memories finally been erased?

Have you moved on?

I guess I will never know

We have lost what was real,

So I learned to let you go

Six tears

Last night before i went to bed
Thoughts of you filled my head
I have not cried this way in many of years
Onto my pillow fell six silent tears

The first was for your smile that I miss
And your tender lips I long to kiss
The second was for your gentle face
And thoughts of your loving embrace

The third came as no suprise
As I thought of your beautiful eyes
The fourth came rolling down my face
Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place.

The fifth came for one reason alone
I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown
I really love and miss you my dear
And there just fell...the sixth silent tear