Wecome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

No you don't know what it's like to be like me...

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when u r down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

But no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like...

Welcome to my life

Do I ever cross your mind?

Do I ever cross your mind?

Do you ever think about me?

When you're alone up in the night?

Left with your thoughts and wishes,

Somewhere out of sight

Do you ever dream or picture

Of how our life could have been?

If we had strived to fight for a love

That we felt was truly real

Sometimes my heart goes numb,

I almost cannot feel

Do you ever look at old photos

The ones with smiling faces?

Or have you thrown those away,

Have others taken their places

Does your heart ever feel warmth?

For the love we used to share?

Or like the photos,

Have your feelings for me become something old

Sometimes I cannot feel,

My heart has turned cold

Do you refrain yourself

Whispering my name from your lips?

Have you forgotten

The feel of my skin on your fingertips?

Do memories sometimes tease you?

With our footprints on sand

Like a tattoo inscripted in your head,

Do you see me when asleep?

My heart has turned cold.

My love for you is no longer deep

Do you ever replay

Our old conversations at times in your head?

Alone when desires come to life,

And you wish that were dead

Do emotions ever swallow you?

Making you have regrets?

Or take you back in the past,

Where love made time stand still

My love for you is no longer deep;

We’ve lost what was real

Do you ever question?

If we would have made it through the rain

If we had forgiven our mistakes,

Would there have been so much pain

Do I ever cross your mind

Or have those memories finally been erased?

Have you moved on?

I guess I will never know

We have lost what was real,

So I learned to let you go

Six tears

Last night before i went to bed
Thoughts of you filled my head
I have not cried this way in many of years
Onto my pillow fell six silent tears

The first was for your smile that I miss
And your tender lips I long to kiss
The second was for your gentle face
And thoughts of your loving embrace

The third came as no suprise
As I thought of your beautiful eyes
The fourth came rolling down my face
Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place.

The fifth came for one reason alone
I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown
I really love and miss you my dear
And there just fell...the sixth silent tear

Never Again

I was always there with you,
whenever things were wrong,
times when you were down,
I helped you get your feet
back on the ground.


I gave you all the love I could,
and prayed that we never depart.
I thought you loved me the way I did,
and you would be there whenever I'll need.


But could never make out a plan you made,
a game that you played,
and just failed to read your face,
and looked like a fool when someone else took my place.


You were only mine,
this I felt always as the bottomline,
but things in life don't always go your way,
sometimes you get....most of the times
you have to give away.


Now lying in a pool of thoughts,
my heart in pain yells,
I Can live without you,
just Can't live with anyone else.

Think Again Please

This may not be a right thing to reveal,
But writing down all I feel,
And at this point of time,
Words that are coming out, rhyme.

Love you more than I should be,
Pains to know you don’t feel the same for me
Now I've come alone a long way,
But these feelings just don’t seem to fade away.

During the tough times on path of life,
When there was no way to take a turn,
A turn where I was looking for someone,
To help me out then you were the only one

I thought you’ll be with me forever,
Times I’ll need you whenever,
But now I realize I was badly mistaken, and
Would think thousand times if
Ever again in this game of love I step in

It’s tough to accept the reason,
The reason you gave when you declined.
Now even in crowd,
Lonely myself again I find.

Just want to say don’t deny
Imagine a story without you, featuring only I
Will be a huge flop,
Can say before it gets release,
That is why I say, THINK AGAIN PLEASE…..

Always and Forever....

You are a part of my life in so many ways
And you I will love for the rest of my days
Time can’t change the way I feel
For I love you now
And I always will.
It seems like forever since we’ve been apart
I wish we could go back
and make a fresh start
Then if you left
I’d miss you I know
But tell you I love you
and then let you go
But the past is over
I cant change it now
I want to be with you
but I just don’t know how
So I’ll think of you always and the way it use to be
Because you are so very special to me

My Dream Will Come True

i close my eyes,
and i see his face
i feel his touch
his warm embrace
i hear his voice,
he whispers so
says he'll never
let me go.
he smells so good,
it feels so right.
i beg him please,
to hold me tight.
he runs his fingers,
through my hair.
caresses my skin,
his touch so fair.
and then he presses,
his lips to mine
my body quivers,
with feelings so divine.
and i just as i feel,
i haven't a care.
i open my eyes,
to find he is not there.
was it all in my head?
does my dream man exist?
i feel a great sadness,
as i ask myself this.
then as i look up,
as if out of the blue.
i see your sweet smile,
and i reach out to you.
you gladly reach back,
with your arms wide open.
the moment stands still,
i love frozen in time.
you are the man,
of whom i had dreamed.
i've waited forever,
or so it has seemed.
to share these feelings,
so pure,so true
i want to shout it loud
I LOVE YOU!!!!

My Life And YOur Presence

When I look into your eyes
There are the perfect shades of blue,
In my heart I know
Our love will always be true,
In the game of love
My heart you won
So together we will go
Through life as one
If we have ever to part
It won’t long last
Because in your arms
Is where I belong
Tour tender touch
Always makes me go weak,
Especially when your lips
Touch my cheeks,
It’s a feeling I want to feel
Again and again
For with each touch
The more love for you I gain..