Thursday, September 18, 2008
I Wonder......
Unexplored
And It Feels Good :)
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Found a Poet
I have found a poet in me
Whom I would never set free
I dint know that I could do this
Is this a God's bliss
I am so delighted and excited
As when I write great ideas are lighted.
The time since my first poem is written
It feels that this art is a fruit never before bitten
I am in a state of joy
Like a child plays with a toy
When my feelings are penned down
I feel that I am crowned
Writing, cutting and writing back
Lets the cat out of the sack
An introvert girl like me
Never used to let her feeling free
But as the joy of writing was discovered
Various feeling deep inside were uncovered.
Will touch the Sky
I will touch the sky
Will go through hardships and won’t cry
Will feel the heat and bear
Will do something in my life to this I swear.
At present I am lost
But I am sure that I will soon find my way
Will do something great
Which would pay for being late
I would burn the mid nights oil
And would make up whatever has been spoiled
I was too innocent to realize
That I wasn’t acting wise
I harmed my own destiny
Didn’t know what was best for me
But now I have got up again
To face the strain
I am ready to undergo pain
To have some gain
All this is driving me insane
As I will only be relieved the day
I touch the sky.
Craving for Someone's time
Craving.. for someone's time...
Seeking sometime of yours which was all mine sometime...
Need to tell you things...have loads and loads to share..
Want to show you something...
Some gifts I got for each of your birthday..
Some letters I wrote every day...
A plate of Pasta I want to cook for you..
Feel the warmth of your hands...
Shed that long pending tear on your shoulder..
Seeking sometime of yours which could all have been mine....
Just for YOU
When I'm with you,
Eternity is a step away,
My love continues to grow,
With each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
How much I love you...
You’ll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
With each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
Whenever we part,
Know I hold you dearly,
Deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always”
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Miss you
Whenever I am alone
A thought is always in my mind
True friend like you I can never find
A helping hand that you always lend
Like an angel in disguise
For me God had sent
Yes I always took you for granted,
But you never complained.
And never spoke for that you always wanted.
How precious to me you were
I never realized.
I always criticized.
I did see in your eyes the love for me
But I never thought the otherwise.
You were always only a friend to me
This is where the things went wrong,
And thus there came an end,
To this beautiful friendship song.
But I’ve always remembered you all these days
All those memories I’ve still cherished
I wish our friendship had never perished.
Since then I am in search to have a
Friend like you,
Later realized friends like you are rare and true
Miss you……
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
First Love lasts forever
When I saw u for the first time
Feelings were nothing but sublime
Felt like some one sowed a seed
Wanted to know what did it need
First time u gave that look
It just opened my love book
Guessed it was just a crush
But thoughts just seemed to rush
And the times u took my name
It didn’t sound all the same
While u first held my hand
My pulse sunk like quick sand
This special feeling was overwhelming
Those days of our lives were reigning
You used to give me that smile
Made me a prisoner of your jail
You laughed at my jokes
I blushed at your pokes
The thoughts we shared
And the colors we reared
Said that we would be there
Till the end of world stared.
But then Time made us depart
All this ended before the start
The last time I saw u I knew
I will never again see u
I have never seen u since
Became a fish sans fins
Struggling to swim over you
But drowned in a ocean of rue
Your memories comes along as waves
And Leaves me in lonely caves
Now I see darkness even in sun
The moon also appears to burn
But u have entered my veins so deep
All that I see is you in my sleep
U have made my dreamland your home
I open my eyes to find myself alone
I don’t want to get over you
But you are the morning dew
Another night rolls me all over
And leaves me again so sober
I have made you grow inside
So that I can feel you are beside
Although now you are changed and gone
I will love you until I am just a bone
You are my first love and my last
And it will last even after the world is lost...
Let me...
Let me cry because there is
endless amount of pain left inside me.
Pain that is lingering within me for ages.
When I close my eyes and look back,
I see myself crying.
And begging for a shoulder to cry on.
I’m not asking you to comfort me.
Just see me crying
and hold my tears in your hands a
and you’ll know what
I have gone through.
When I open my eyes
I’m still lying there and crying.
Crying for destiny,
Crying for you,
Crying for every moment I spent with you.
I’m crying because I don’t want to die
with a heavy heart.
So, I’m shedding my tears in front of you.
So that you’ll know
that these tears are for none but you.
An ode for Friend
Friends Forever" You promised,
"Together till the end",
We did everything with each other,
You were my BEST Friend.
When I was sad, You were by my side,
When I was scared, You felt my fear,
"You" were my best support,
If I needed You, You were there.
You were the greatest friend,
You always knew what to say,
You made everything seem better,
As long as we had each other....
Everything was okay.
But somewhere along the line,
We slowly came apart,
I was here, You were there,
It tore a hole in my heart.
Things were changing,
Our cheerful music reversed its tune,
It was like having salt without pepper,
A sun without its moon.
Suddenly You were miles apart,
Two different people with nothing the same,
It was as if we hadn’t been friends,
Although we knew deep in our hearts....
Neither of us was to blame.
You had made many new friends,
And luckily so had I,
But that didn’t change the hurt,
The loss of our friendship made me cry.
As we grow, things must change,
But they don’t always have to and,
Even though it is different now,
You will always be MY FRIEND..
Something about U
I don’t know how to explain it,
If only you could truly see
How much I really care for you
How much you mean to me
I look forward to seeing you everyday,
The grin that belongs only to you,
When I see you I can’t help but smile,
There is just something about you
When you put your hands in mine,
My heart suddenly beats faster
I wish I could tell you right then and there
That my life could never be better
When you wrap your arms around me
For a simple, gentle hug,
I want to stay in that moment forever
And tell you how much you really are loved
When we gradually come close enough together,
Our lips touch, a kiss,
Nothing around us seems to matter,
Because there is nothing sweeter than this
No words could ever express how much you mean to me
I hope you have these feeling for me, too
I can’t figure out what it is
But there is definitely something very special about you
Then tell me
After my love and my life
After my care to share with you,
What else are you thinking of??
After my attention and affection,
After my company with u so long,
What else are you thinking of??
After my body and my soul,
And for u now playing this role,
Now being what you want me to be,
If you have faith you can see..
And what else are u thinking of??
I have nothing greater to give you more…
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
DID I EVER LET YOU KNOW
Did I ever let you know
What u mean to me
How hard it was
And how has it been to me
Did I ever let you know
It was my world in your arms
The silence blushed as I hugged you
And the night waded to trance
Did I ever let you know
How I felt when you kissed me
When you held me tight and pulled me close
The warmth of your love eased me
Did I ever let you know
That I saw you in every dream of mine
I felt u were the one for me
As you always made my world shine
Did I ever let you know
If you gave me your side
I could hold your hand
And spend the life
Did I ever let you know
How beautiful was that time
And how much I will miss it
Till the end of my life....
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
I Saw Him That Day!!!
I saw him that day
taking a burger in Mc'D
Dressed in blue, looking just the same
As he looked few tym before.
Felt like running away.
But then paused. Why should I ?
I’ve done no wrong, told no lie.
Its useless to run from the truth anymore.
But then, I caught his eye.
I thought he’d smile, but I was wrong.
I had become just a part of the throng,
A Nobody, a page torn out of his memory
He looked away, so did I
I didn’t know him, well...that’s what I showed.
While all around us music flowed..
Music touching us...binding him and me..
We are strangers now.
But once, we were something else.
Once, our lives were sunshine and tinkling bells..
Things have changed, won’t be the same again..
But still, I feel somehow..
Still.. I know, on starlit nights, he misses..
All those words, those moments,
Those memories still bring him pain..
It’s a soothing thought.
Or am I just consoling myself? Perhaps.
Its weird the way around my mind it wraps..
Be it so. I’ll hold on to it.. won’t let it go .
I lost him suddenly...Vainly sought
Amidst the crowds, the endless rows..
I looked all around standing on my toes,
Wanted to shout..” Come back…come back once more....”
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Wecome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
No you don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when u r down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
Do I ever cross your mind?
Do I ever cross your mind?
Do you ever think about me?
When you're alone up in the night?
Left with your thoughts and wishes,
Somewhere out of sight
Do you ever dream or picture
Of how our life could have been?
If we had strived to fight for a love
That we felt was truly real
Sometimes my heart goes numb,
I almost cannot feel
Do you ever look at old photos
The ones with smiling faces?
Or have you thrown those away,
Have others taken their places
Does your heart ever feel warmth?
For the love we used to share?
Or like the photos,
Have your feelings for me become something old
Sometimes I cannot feel,
My heart has turned cold
Do you refrain yourself
Whispering my name from your lips?
Have you forgotten
The feel of my skin on your fingertips?
Do memories sometimes tease you?
With our footprints on sand
Like a tattoo inscripted in your head,
Do you see me when asleep?
My heart has turned cold.
My love for you is no longer deep
Do you ever replay
Our old conversations at times in your head?
Alone when desires come to life,
And you wish that were dead
Do emotions ever swallow you?
Making you have regrets?
Or take you back in the past,
Where love made time stand still
My love for you is no longer deep;
We’ve lost what was real
Do you ever question?
If we would have made it through the rain
If we had forgiven our mistakes,
Would there have been so much pain
Do I ever cross your mind
Or have those memories finally been erased?
Have you moved on?
I guess I will never know
We have lost what was real,
So I learned to let you go
Six tears
Thoughts of you filled my head
I have not cried this way in many of years
Onto my pillow fell six silent tears
The first was for your smile that I miss
And your tender lips I long to kiss
The second was for your gentle face
And thoughts of your loving embrace
The third came as no suprise
As I thought of your beautiful eyes
The fourth came rolling down my face
Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place.
The fifth came for one reason alone
I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown
I really love and miss you my dear
And there just fell...the sixth silent tear
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Never Again
whenever things were wrong,
times when you were down,
I helped you get your feet
back on the ground.
I gave you all the love I could,
and prayed that we never depart.
I thought you loved me the way I did,
and you would be there whenever I'll need.
But could never make out a plan you made,
a game that you played,
and just failed to read your face,
and looked like a fool when someone else took my place.
You were only mine,
this I felt always as the bottomline,
but things in life don't always go your way,
sometimes you get....most of the times
you have to give away.
Now lying in a pool of thoughts,
my heart in pain yells,
I Can live without you,
just Can't live with anyone else.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Think Again Please
But writing down all I feel,
And at this point of time,
Words that are coming out, rhyme.
Love you more than I should be,
Pains to know you don’t feel the same for me
Now I've come alone a long way,
But these feelings just don’t seem to fade away.
During the tough times on path of life,
When there was no way to take a turn,
A turn where I was looking for someone,
To help me out then you were the only one
I thought you’ll be with me forever,
Times I’ll need you whenever,
But now I realize I was badly mistaken, and
Would think thousand times if
Ever again in this game of love I step in
It’s tough to accept the reason,
The reason you gave when you declined.
Now even in crowd,
Lonely myself again I find.
Just want to say don’t deny
Imagine a story without you, featuring only I
Will be a huge flop,
Can say before it gets release,
That is why I say, THINK AGAIN PLEASE…..
